Enveloped In Blue And Yellow Love...

Hi

Soooooo...

I haven't gotten around to being here in awhile, and i apologize. Even though no one reads this stuff, I still feel pretty bad... /._.\

But things have happened since I left.

Like, my parents tricked me into going to see a psychologist.

I'll Elaborate:

So, about two weeks ago (april 25th), my mom said that she set up an appointment for me to see a doctor that will give me sleep medication. I'd fucking KILL FOR SLEEP MEDICATION. So I went willingly. What I didn't know is that she was actually taking me to see a psychologist. My dad was there too, and we all had this deep conversation on what's going on with my head. We didn't talk about sleep at all. After my parents left, I had a private talk with the psychologist (Sharon). I told her that I was here for sleep meds. She told me that she was not qualified to prescribe meds, and that I had been duped. WOW, I was pissed....

Like, my birthday.

I'll Elaborate:

I had a really kool party. I got awesome presents. XD My friend David got my SO much candy!!! Only two of my guy friends came, though. >< I still had lots of fun with my girlfriends too. Bryan was all over me with his hands down my pants. It was disgusting. I just wanted to die... I got in touch with my old friend, Chris White, too. That was pretty nice. haha. I'm 15 for real now, by the way.

Like, Jake Walter...

I'll Elaborate:

I met Jake on New Year's Eve. First new friend of the year. I had gotten ditched by my friends that night, so I got on the computer, and went into the facebook group, 'emo', and I wrote on the wall that I was lonely, and looking for friends. Jake replied to me shortly after, and we were friends. We talked all that week, and soon we were best friends (He thought I was a guy at first, but he found out I'm a chick later. haha). About a month ago, He started to tell me that really really liked me, and stuff. Then he said he loves me. I love him too.... Except one problem, he lives in Canada. I live in Florida. ><

That's all that's been going on right now.

I'll get back to you later. XDD

In Regards To Myself....

***Zan