Neo...

Hi

Well, there's the title. "Neo" meaning New. New everything. New hobbies, New Boyfriend, New Outlook on life. Well, sorta.

I don't wanna die anymore. I thought that was a little weird, but yeah. It's probably better. I mean, I've been not caring about if I die since I was ten years old. Now, I suddenly care if I die, or not. I mean, I'd be content with dying right now if I got to see Dan beforehand, but I'd prefer not to die.

You can probably tell. Dan said yes. ^__^ Do you know how happy that made me? VERY. hahahaha. We're going out now. He went on vacation last week, but he'll be back tomorrow. I can't wait to see him.

I'm taking drum lessons. It's pretty fun, and I'm really good.

In Regards To Myself....

***Zan

Everything Is REAL...

Hi

Exactly. Everything is REAL.

I asked Dan out, and he said yes. I'm having fun. haha

ALWAYS REMEMBER:

6/3/08

In Regards To Myself....

***Zan

welllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...........

Hi

Kay, so....

It's been horrible since I last posted.
I had Jake, but he turned around and stabbed me in the back.

yeah, what else is new?

Also, one of the only REAL friends I have left is getting farther away from me because she is about to violate girl-friend rule #1: DATING YOUR GIRL-FRIEND'S EX.
HEY!! THAT'S NOT KOOL!!!!!
1.) Because he's a huge asshole
2.) He's ignorant
3.) He destroys everyone he dates
4.) He's promiscuous
5.) I'm still not over him, exactly.... :/

Even AFTER telling her these reasons and more, she STILL isn't listening to me, and i'm worried. I guess I know who my real friends are.

THE GUYSSSS!!!!
Yes, I hang out with almost all guys now. I think that's kool because they actually talk to me, and they're just really fun to be with. XDD
And, I really like one of them. His name is Dan... : 333
I think I'll try asking him out tomorrow, but I'm SO SCARED. o___o;;;
Even though it's pretty obvious that he likes me back, I'm just really paranoid that he doesn't, and when I tell him my feelings that he'll act really awkwardly, and won't wanna be friends with me anymore..... ><;;;;;;;;;

I hope that doesn't happen... Oh, PLEASE don't let that happen...
If that happens, I'll be completely alone.... o_____O;;;

In Regards To Myself....

***Zan