Tuesday, July 1, 2008

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Hi

YAY!! BOYFRIEND!!!

It's been great. REALLY great. We've been getting closer and closer everytime we see each other. Last time I saw him was last night. We had a lot of fun just hanging out. :]]] We talk on gaiaonline almost every day. For those of you who don't know what that is, here:

www.gaiaonline.com

There you go. Fun for you, I guess. I'm not really into gaia a whole lot, but it allows me to communicate with Dan when his phone isn't charged.

Damn, I miss him. o___O;; I hope I'm not annoying. I hate it when I feel annoying. Oh, well. It's just one of my mood swings.

My dad is an asshole for stalking me constantly. ARGH. I hate him. If he was gone, my life would be perfect. He doesn't know I have a boyfriend. Not to mention the fact that Dan's gonna be 18 in a few weeks, soooo. Yeah. Let's hope he doesn't find out.
The other day I told my dad that I didn't love him. I know that's mean, but I'm a very truthful person, and it was getting very hard for me to lie to him. *FAILS* Well, I felt a little better after that, but now he's up in my face more than ever. How do I let him know to just FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE. Jesus... Seriously, maybe if he left me alone for a little while, I'd actually MISS him. God Forbid.

April is a bitch. A BIG FUCKINNNNN' BITCH. Especially with the whole Ben ordeal.

Bryan found out me and Dan are going out. o___O;; That was awkward...

I've decided to stick up for myself this summer. I'm tired of being stepped on and used all the time. FUCK FAKE FRIENDS-FUCK USERS-FUCK HATERS-AND FUCK HANNAH MONTANA!
i don't look like her... -__-

That's all I have to say.

In Regards To Myself....

***Zan