Hi
It's so weird... For some reason, tonight seems like a beautiful night for suicide...
I know I won't do it, though. It's just my desire to end the chaos inside my own head. There's SO much in there.... There's ghosts. There's Voices. There's people. There's a whole other Me. I feel like there's someone behind me right now, but when I look, they've already gone. I know she's up to her tricks again... I'll probably end up having an attack tonight because this is just like how I felt last saturday. They'll send me to therapy if they find out...
I don't WANNA go there!!!
It's BAD there!!
You know, I used to love the things that I heard in my head...
But now, I'm only plagued by whatever force that is causing these things....
I kinda wanna paint my walls with blood, but I can't. o___O
Aren't I SO special? :DDD
I KNOW you'll agree....
In Regards To Myself....
***Zan
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment